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I just want to wake up one day and feel happy and perfect.
I want to look skinny.
I want to have good grades.
I want to have long hair.
I want to have acne free and scar free skin.
I want to not have to wear makeup.
I want to be pretty.
I want perfection.
And I won’t stop until I get there.

It’s going to be my boyfriends birthday soon, what do I get him???

I realize I haven’t been posting anything lately. That’s just because I’ve been busy with school an cheer. But I’m back now :)

Intake so far today
-green tea
-mint gum
-water

So basically i’ve been feeling jealous of a girl my boyfriend use to date. And I don’t know why…they broke up forever ago. But i saw a wall post from valentines day when they were together and he said he loved her and something inside me snapped. I can’t even understand why…any advice?

Reasons Why I LIKE make up

-It makes me look pretty

Reasons why I HATE make up

-it takes too much time

-it makes me break out

-i can’t rub my eyes

-it feels heavy on my face

-have to worry about it getting ruined/having to check your make up all day

-using make up remover to take it off

-it’s expensive

So why do I keep using? Because I look like shit without it.